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Friday, April 15, 2005 |
for you.. it's worth it |
my knees hurt more and more everyday....
falling in love really is hard on 'em knees.. |
Ranted By Lola @ 6:41 PM |
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Thursday, April 14, 2005 |
joys of life |
i love cheesecake followed by dorito's in the silver bag =) |
Ranted By Lola @ 4:43 PM |
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Monday, April 11, 2005 |
Forbidden Love |
Have you ever bitten the forbitten fruit
Indulged yourself in its delicate taste.
Savoured each moment; like if it were to end so suddenly
and never had the time to repent.
A love so pure that couldnt be wrong
A love in disguise. A love that wasnt mine.
Something incredibly devine.
My emotions are gathering inside.
Boiling sturring, simmering.
Wanting to scream out that your mine....
But you don't belong to me..
And Im not quite sure if you ever will.. |
Ranted By Lola @ 4:00 PM |
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Thursday, April 07, 2005 |
Requiem to her |
Esto lo escribio mi queridisima amiga amnel...
simplemente me dio la gana de postearlo aqui..
cierta verdades que a veces no salen aflote son aquellos que nos consumen por dentro, apagando las llamas del vivir dejando cenizas del ayer...
Ella- [05.06.05]
Que daria?
Todo lo que tengo Y lo que no poseo
Para que me miraras con el mismo deseo
Con la misma passion y entrega
Con la cual la miras a ella...
Que diria?
Mil palabras y otras vente mas
Me faltarian
Si por mi tu vivirias
Si conmigo so~arias
Si a mi te entregarias
Como aun te entregas a ella...
Donde iria?
Hasta el fin del mundo
Y tomaria tu rumbo
Si de mi mano qusieras caminar
En vez de caminar junto al recuerdo de ella...
Donde buscaria?
En lo mas alto y en lo mas bajo de esta tierra
Donde dejaste tus besos colgados
Y todos tus poemas colmados
De ternura y de recuerdos
Pero todos dedicados como "Odas" para ella...
No soy soldado de batalla
Ni guerrero que se enci~a
Contra una pelea que sabe que tiene por perdida
Si no puedo contra una persona en vida...
No podre contra el fantasma....
El fantasma de...
....ELLA.... |
Ranted By Lola @ 11:00 AM |
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Tuesday, April 05, 2005 |
Pretty in Pink |
I'll talk about my weekend. But not today. I just want to post some pictures of thursday i think or friday @ work.
Leo and me :*
Me, Rosa and Rosele - the help desk princesses :p |
Ranted By Lola @ 1:22 PM |
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Friday, April 01, 2005 |
Phrase of the day.. |
To you:
If my eyes were ever to glance at you
forgive me for looking at you like a
stranded ray of light that gleamed up
a darkness so cold and lonely that
only my heart knows. |
Ranted By Lola @ 2:54 PM |
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If everything is normal, then nothing should be abnormal |
What I would never had expected in my life, or at least for now happened on Monday. I'd rather keep things nameless, because as much as you all know, when it comes to me sharing my world... you only get the sketch of the drawing... you'll never get to see the end outcome. Just the tip of the iceberg, like they say. Anyways... back to where we were.. monday night was indescribable; anything but mechanical. Completely awesome. I asked him to come see me 'cuz I was sick; I could absolutely swear that I didn't have my second intentions like I normally do with almost everything. So one thing lead to another.. next thing I know...absolute pure bliss...
i think Natalie made a pretty detailed entry of our trip to Cabarete CLICK HERE . Trip in every sence of the world. Oh the gluttony.. the lust.. and all those other sins that, that little strip of land has to offer. And to think that I wasn't gonna go... that I was planning on staying home. NATALIE...THANK YOU for dragging me along to one of the best memories I'll ever have of Cabarete. Arrived on Friday around 11 I guess, so I decided to shower and head out to the bars. Oscar calls, so we met talked awhile, and aloof as I was, started to walk somewhere else... Then he calls again a couple of hours later. Head back down to my room 1...2...3...4...5...short term memory loss ;). Come to think of it, we spent the entire weekend together. Which I myself don't seem to mind. Just find it to be so friggin wierd, since we together in the same class, I looooooooved his best friend, my best friend lusted him, graduated together, never saw each other for at least a year... then another one goes by, and here I stand, knowing Oscar in a way that Id never thought I'd get to know him. So anyways... I fell in love with the Rocon. Its an absolutely georgeous view. Between Sosua and Cabarete, located on a sand dune type of thing, when you look down the railing, theres the beach with impecable white sand and true blue ocean. The music, delicious.. Glow really knows how to get u shaking... specially when he put Blackwater... damn! el CORO... EL MALDITO COROOOOOOOO que se armo!!!! Im talking about COROOOOOO, la creme de la creme, I LOVED IT.
So yesterday I went to the movies to see Constantine. Pretty awesome movie regarding secuence and picture... crappy plot. Could've detailed it a bit more though. Id say maybe 7/10 on my list knowing im a sucker for movies with great pictures and effects. Talked to George.. some nerve he has. After I struggled to take him out of my heart, he really thinks that he can just play around with me... toy with me.. like Id fall!!!!!! I learned my lesson with men thanks to him. I just really wish that he could feel for me what Id felt for him, then he'd know the agony he put me through... BUT im happy.. Im glad.. I can walk up to him look him in the eye and wouldnt feel a thing running down my spine.
Tonite... we head out to Costellao.. all you can eat meat.. when i say all you can EAT.. i MEAN all you can eat.. ciao arrivaderci, parlamo... pronto! |
Ranted By Lola @ 2:41 PM |
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