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| Friday, November 25, 2005 |
| Nostalgia |
| Avece extraño pequeño detalles de la vida que pasas por alto, que crees que puedes subsidir sin ellos.
Extraño a mis amigas, de forma que aveces siento que voy a llorar. Aquellas que siempre estuvieron a mi lado y cuando cai en un ollo que nunca pense poder salir, me rescataron entre abrazos y sonrisas, entre tragos y llantos. Añoro los momentos de ante, ... las dormidas en casa de Julissa.. a quien mandaba cada noche que me hiciera jugo de lechoza con galletas saladas (LOL). Quedarnos hasta yo no se que hora acostada en la cama, chismeando, acabando a "las del coro", consejos de que hago con esto y aquello. Las super corridas con wendy, que despues del bonche de 3 dias nos tirabamos en el apt. sin poder dormir, con los ojos atras y despeinadas a hablar de todo lo que nos paso en el momento que no estabamos juntas. Me acuerdo de.. mira a que hora nos vamos? como nos vamos?? Las cambiaderas en el apt. el prestame esa blusa, te la cambio por esa correa, maquillame, como me veo y vamonos que los muchachos estan afuera esperando!!!! No te ponga el mismo perfume que yo para que no oler iguales!! La Natz y yo, que sin decirnos una palabra nos entendemos. La sincronizacion de baile con Iliana, la MILLIE y nuestras travesias en cabarete! Nuestros bonches juntos, transformando tshirts, comprando lentes, y claro mi gorro, la amnel.. my soul sister.. las corridas.. que pasa a buscar a lola huyendo porque tenemos que dar ese ride con ella, que en el bonche nunca nos encontramos pero deja que llegue el after.. tu va veeeeee como nos vamos a remeniar! y siempre lo haciamos asi
No me quejo en totalidad porque los de ahora valen oro, los de ahora son el comienzo de un futuro con proposito y lleno de un amor que nunca pense que podia sentir, una nueva forma de pensar y actuar que no crei que podia ser yo. Y con este capitulo nuevo tambien trae amistades nuevas que agradezco a dios de conocer a cada unos, y aceptarme con los brazos abiertos y hacerme sentir parte de su grupo, como si pertenecieras a ellos.. pero a veces sientes ese vacio de no tener a los que si estuvieron contigo y permanecieron contigo de alla atras.. los que conocen cada herida que tienes, los que compartieron los cuentos y momentos que te hacen lo que eres hoy, los que conocen tus momentos mas apreciados y estuvieron ahi contigo para presenciarlo... |
Ranted By Lola @ 5:59 PM   |
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| Monday, November 21, 2005 |
| B.L.A.N.C.... |
| Okay, so we all know that our beloved Bunker has been taken away from us. (We will always love you and u shall always be in our hearts. So I have this dear friend who shall remain nameless because it's a shame, who has told us that she would never be caught dead in blanc.
If i recall... this is twice???? anyways, Im cruising the pics at bufeo.com.. looking at the Halloween @ Blanc.. you know, checking out the costumes and the pimp wear, since im so fashion I have to critizise everyone else. Anyways there I go scrolling to the bottom and BAMM POW WTF there goes Nathaly (sorry had to say it) en una foto!!!! haah con una panita, all happy. Nathaly tell us the truth, you really are happy at blanc arent you? Tryin to be shady dike no no oh no i hate blanc. when u be busting and grinding to dame otra tequila. Imean there's nothing wrong about it, since urm.. I might be heading there on thursday. But anyways, you 'member Sander Kleinenberg and Everybody @ the Cave.. screw that.. Everybody @ Blanc... right???
you are loved my dear, but u'll be hearing it alot from me |
| Ranted By Lola @ 3:17 PM |
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| Thursday, November 17, 2005 |
| All well ends well |
| And that's the story of my life. Forget the I get paid get laid did a bump kind of crap.
First of all, I'd like to thank everyone who stood by my side. Everyone who made those moments in my life a bit more bearable.
Natz: what can I say my love. This incident really made me closer to you. You were my knight in shining armor. You were there to hear me cry, to hear me when I was angry, you pushed me when I couldnt walk and most of all you carried me when I had no stregnth to walk at all.
KRTN : Well, I couldnt do it without you either. Thanks for your advice. Especially for getting me out of my house, out of my will. Thanks for all the nice things you said and did. Most of all thank you for bieng there in my emotional break down. For holding my hand and never letting go. I really needed someone there by my side on that particular moment. Thnx for bieng you. You are treasured in a way you'll never know.
Julissa : You made me realize, that no guy in this world is worth it for me to be the way I was, and that I made it to where I am on my own and I could make it in life on my own as well.
Wendy : AHHH!!! My complice, you let me know what went on on both ends, thnx so much for feeding me the details I needed to get me going. For watching over me and giving me your advice even though sometimes it was bitter, I always knew it was in your best interest.
Everyone at work for taking my side on everything. For making me feel as part of your family
One thing I'll never do again.. say stuff I'd have to take back later.. |
| Ranted By Lola @ 3:20 PM |
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